This holiday season was bittersweet. So great to see the family that we did, but oh how we miss Sam. Every moment of the holidays there were constant reminders of him. I guess that is how it will always be. It has been an adjustment getting to a new "normal" since the accident. I keep telling myself I don't have to like it, but just know that it is all in God's plan.
My husband and I have been real searching and getting into the Bible during this time. I think it has challenged us and changed us. I don't think that... I know it. Just yesterday I read a great verse:
"Whoever seeks to preserve this life will lose it, but whoever loses his life will keep it"
Luke 17:33
This has been speaking to me so much. Last night I just laid in bed for a longtime thinking of it. Things of this earth do not matter. Why worry about my clothes, if I am the best knitter/crocheter person, or if I am liked by others. The only thing that matters is that I glorify God and work for his purpose. My challenge has been to reach out to others and challenge them as well. It has been hard to get out of my comfort zone, but oh how I am finding confidence in God!
Anyways... this is supposed to be a recap of the holdiays...lol. I guess I had to just get that off my chest. We hosted our first Christmas Eve at our new house this year. It was a quiet one as some members of our family couldn't make it, but Uncle B and my parents where here. It was so fun to eat ham, watch "Polar Express," and just visit. I love my uncle so much. He is such a kindhearted man. I wish in the past that I got to spend more time with him, but I guess I can change that now. I love my family... I really do. I know we all have our funny things and wierd habbits, but there is nothing like being in a room of people that love you unconditionally. I am so blessed to have them in my life. I am so blessed with each day I get to spend with them... especially at Christmas.

During the holidays I did a lot of projects and crafty things. If you are interested in seeing some of them please visit the page tittled "Knots of Love." I know I am not the best, but a lot of these were gifts and I LOVE making homemade gifts. I pray and think of each person while I am doing it, and I just don't think people give the gift of time anymore.... I want to do that.
This is getting long so I will sign off, but I do want to say that Valentine's Day cookies are coming up YaYa and hopefully more projects. I cannot wait to share them with you.